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COPY OF THE JOURNAL KEPT FROM
OCTOBER 23, 1819

TO

AUGUST 4, 1820

bySamuel and Nancy Ruggles

Copy of the Journal from Boston,
U. S. A. to the Sandwich Isles by Samuel & Nancy
Ruggles On board the Brig Thaddeus Oct. 23, 131$.

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The trying scene is now over, the parting hand given, the Fare­
well past. We shall no more behold the face of that dear, ever dear
Mother whom we so ardently love, and who has shed so many tears on
our account.
We shall not again in the flesh greet those beloved
brethren & sisters and our dear friends with whom we have often had
such sweet counsel and walked to the house of God in company.
Their*
advice and instructions we shall no longer enjoy, but we shall have
their prayers. Morning and evening their closets shall witness the
fervency of their entreaties in behalf of a far distant brother and
sister.
Consoling thought, which will cheer us while we are crossing
the tempestuous deep, cheer us when we are strangers in a pagan land,
cheer us while we are endeavoring to lead the untutored heathen from
nature up to nature's God.
A thought that will soften the arrows of
persecution, and comfort us When we are called to pass the furnace of
affliction.
Farewell honored mother, we hope ere long to meet you in
the New Jerusalem; may you enjoy every temporal and spiritual bless­
ing which shall be for your good, and when you close your earthly
pilgrimage, may you go forth like-a shock of corn fully ripe.
A long
farewell.
Dear Brethren, Sister, friends, we love you all with a sincere
attachment,and our love will ever remain.
It rends our hearts to
leave you but we trust our Saviour calls us, and we would cheerfully
leave all for his sake. May you be abundantly.blessed of God, made
faithful unto death, and in Heaven may we all meet no more to say —
Farewell — .
Ye ever memorable and dear native town; must we say farewell to
you? shall we never again walk your streets, no more visit those de­
voted sanctuaries, and there renew our covenant engagements with our
God and commemmorate the dying love of Jesus? May ye ever enjoy the
presence of the Saviour, may unceasing showers of divine grace be shed
upon you.
It will afford us pleasure to look back upon you as the
^places where we first drew breath, and spent our childhood and youth,
and where we first subscribed, with our hands to the Lord.
Dear homes
Adieu. —
Dear Heathen seminary at Cornwall, you are doubly dear to our
hearts.
We have prayed for you, we shall pray for you still. Hay
the great head of the church, ever preside over you. We hope to hear
from time to time of your abundant prosperity, and. we hope that in due
time many of your children may come to the S. Islands and. help us.
Farewell, dear youth, we shall never forget you. —
And. now America; for the last time we fix our eyes upon your
dear shores.
Your places which have known us will know us no more
forever.
We look upon you with hearts full of emotion as you recede
from our view; we shed a tear or two, and cheerfully bid you a long,
long farewell.
Samuel & Nanoy Ruggles

Written for the gratification of a fond
Mother, and other dear friends,
Saturday Nov, 6th, 161$.
In whatever part of the world the providence of God may see
fit to cast our lot it will ever afford us peculiar pleasure to
imagine ourselves by the side of the best of mothers, relating to
her from time to time the joys and sorrows through which we are call­
ed to pass, —
This ijr the first time that either of us have been able to
write since we took up our abode in this floating habitation, on ac­
count of sea sickness, and many other inconveniences attendant in
our situation.
I will acquaint youf with our present situation and the vari­
ous scenes through which we have passed since the trying moment of
separation, — We have been visited with mercies as well as afflic­
tions, and have reason continually to bless and praise our heavenly
Father, for condescending to deal our allotments in so much mercy.
The mission families have all experienced more or less of sea sick­
ness except the native youths who have been supported by a kind pro­
vidence to administer comfort to their afflicted friends, and we
would speak of it to their praise; they have been faithful in doing
what they could. They are dear brothers to all of us. Host of us
recovered so far in about a week as to be able to stay comfortably
on deck for the most part of the time, though some were sick-much
longer. Mr. Ruggles has been more severely afflicted than any one,
not only with, sea sickness, but with the cramp in the stomach which
has reduced him very low. As yet he has not been able to sit up but
very little.
I have been so favored since the termination of the
first week as to be able to administer to his comfort as far as cir­
cumstances would permit.
You know not my dear friends the inconven­
iences which attend the accomplishment of a little on board a vessel.
Often in attempting to go one way we are tossed the other, and if we
have any thing in our hands it is frequently thrown upon the floor or
at the best partly spilt.
If we want a little warm water, or a little
nourishing food prepared, we frequently have to wait for hours.
It
was really amusing the other day to see the unwearied and persevering
exertions of sister B. in procuring a little tea for our lanquid
husbands, which she at length obtained and found they relished.
A
cordial thus obtained seems doubly precious.
Do not conclude my dear
Mother from my remarks that I am unhappy in my situation.
I assure
you I have not had a single desire to return to America, but have felt
perfectly contented with my condition, even in the darkest hours ofaffliction. Mr. R's sickness has been and still is peculiarly trying;
he frequently expresses to me his apprehensions of finding a watery
grave before we reach Owhyhee (Hawaii) and it does seem at times as if
he could not continue long.
The idea of being left a wanderer as it
were along*, in a strange land, is-very trying; but I will not murmur;
the Lord afflicts not willingly;.he may yet be better unto us than
our fears, and he certainly ijs far better unto us than our deserts.

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0 that I may ever feel to say "thy will 0 Lord be done."
"My God is
all powerful; his arm will protect^ His grace will provide, and his
wisdom direct. My God is all faithful, no promise he'll break, His
children he'll never no never forsake".
I think much of dear friends
whom I have left, and sometimes find it difficult to suppress an ar­
dent desire to see them; but-when I consider the narrow vale of time
which separates us, together with the magnitude of the cause in which
1 hope ere long to be engaged, these desires in a measure subside,
and I feel reconciled at the thought of separation. Mr. R. and my­
self frequently converse together about absent friends, and the name
of Mother is mentioned with peculiar tenderness. We shall feel anx­
ious to hear how she endures the severity of another winter, and how
she enjoyed her mind.
Does the sun of Righteousness continually shine
upon her and cause the dark cloud of affliction with which she may be
surrounded to become light about her? or is she removed from this
vale of tears and numbered with the silent dead? 0 Lord God, thou
knowest.
Enough for me to know that thou doest all things well; here
will I rest. —
Nov. 23th. Met a
vessel probably bound to America; but the roughness of the sea pre­
vented our speaking with her. We are about 1600 miles from Boston.
The weather has been rough and the sea boisterous most of the way.
Yesterday Brother T. preached from Gen. gth 27 l^th. Again I take
my pen to inform my friends how I have spent the day.
Immediately
after breakfast attended to the recitation of our lessons on deck, re­
cited again soon after dinner, then had a pleasant season of conversa­
tion with the dear sisters which seemed more like a visit on land
than any I have before enjoyed since I have been on board.
I spent
the evening on deck walking for exercise & singing.
The weather con­
tinues boisterous & the wind contrary which greatly impedes our pro­
gress.
These unfavorable circumstances are calculated to try, but
not to dishearten us. Our heavenly father knows infinitely best how
to accomplish his own purposes in and. by us.
If God has any import­
ant service designed for his little band in Owhyhee (Hawaii), surely
his own time for its accomplishment is the best time,
"The Lord
reigneth let the earth rejoice; let the multitude of Isles be glad
thereof", and though to us clouds and darkness may appear to be round
about him; yet righteousness and judgment are the habitation of his
throne. Sabbath 27 th.
Whilst our dear American friends are enjoying the rich entertainments
of the sanctuary of God, I hope they will not imagine that we are
destitute of spiritual blessings and enjoyments.
I believe this
is the pleasantest sabbath we have enjoyed since our departure, the
weather is mild and the health of the family such as that all are
able to attend public worship on- deck without preparing beds for any.
Have had. preaching three times since we came on board.
Brother B.
has preached to-day for the first time; text "And the time of this
ignorance God. winked at, but now commandeth all men everywhere to
repent".
The presence of God is not confined to temples made with

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hands but in every place, he that feareth God and worketh riteous—
ness is accepted of him.
Yes, dear friends, God is evidently
with us and grants us constant supplies of his supporting grace:
0 that I could add that we enjoy the special influences of his
spirit upon our hearts. 0 that I could tell you that the ships
company (whose studidity and ignorance seem to be not far remov­
ed from the heathens themselves) are brought to bow to Immanuel's
and acknowledge him as their Lord and their God. 26th Lat. 29 Lon. 32.
We are frequently lead to inquire why we are not borne more rapidly
towards the place of our destination but'it becomes continually to
remember that all is for the best.
May this motto ever be mine,
may it be ours. Nothing remarkable has transpired to-day.

30 th.
Have just returned from a.singing school in the cabin, Brother T.
is our instructor. We enjoy much satisfaction, while tossing upon
the ocean in singing the praises of him who rides upon the stormy
wind and manages the seas. A whale seen today sharks and other
large fish are frequently seen, but we have not been able to take
any except a few flying fish which came on board in the night.
Dec. 1st.
A proclamation has been read this evening announcing that Thursday
next (that is tomorrow) is to be observed as a day of .thanksgiving
and praise to God. While we congratulate our dear friends on this
anniversary, Thanksgiving, we would also redognize with humble
gratitude the tender mercies of our God toward us in a special man­
ner. For the mercies of this day we would especially bless him;
the wind which for about the 20 days past has been a head, has to­
day blown in our favor, and this evening we have entered the trade
winds.
Capt. Blanchard has frequently observed that we were sail­
ing toward home; though the bare mention of home creates pleasur­
ing sensations in my mind and ever will; yet the thought of going
thither, finds an unwelcome reception in my heart.

2nd.
Religions exercises in the cabin in consequence of the roughness
of the sea, which rendered it inexpedient to be on deck.
At 3
o'clock surrounded the table and partook of a frugal repast, con­
sisting of fresh pork, sea pye, crackers and cheese. Various cir­
cumstances combined to render the season interesting.
Brother T.
remarked "Thanks for the gospel enjoyed by our countrymen, and pro­
mised to the heathen".
A sister observed, while our friends rejoice
on the present occasion, they also weep in secret on account of the
vacancies occasioned by our absence. May we not comfort ourselves
with the reflection that as we are frequently on the minds of. our
friends, many fervent prayers are offered up in our behalf.
We now
sail at the rate of 6 knots an hour, crossed the tropical line
about 4 this afternoon, bidding the northern temperate zone adieu;
probably for the last time.

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3rd.
Continue to sail rapidly in the latitude of the Sandwich Isles.
The
weather is not so warm as I supposed it would be in this region,
though I am to remember that it is now the coldest season in the
year.
Some of the family complain of sickness today, others of ex­
treme stupidity.
For my own part I feel unusually dull.
I suppose
it is in part owing to the continual motion of the vessel. Why is
it, that, when eyery thing about seems to demand the most lively ex­
ercise of all the Christian graces, the soul should become in a
great measure insensible to divine things.
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"Rise, rise my soul and leave the ground,
Stretch all thy thoughts abroad,
And rouse up every tuneful soudd,
To praise the eternal God."

4th.
Our dear mother may now look at the Atlas and find the I. of cape
verd, and imagine she sees her childrdn saling along by it about
three degrees to the westward, in the enjoyment of comfortable health,
and good spirits. Your N.
5 th.
How vast are our obligations to our covenant God. His mercies are
new every morning, fresh every evening, and repeated every moment.
This is the first day that my dear companion has been able to sit up
the whole time since we came on board.
6th.
Attended the monthly concert this evening in the cabin. How animat­
ing the reflection that the disciples of Christ in every part of the
world can unite at the same time in directing their petitions to the
King of Kings for the extension and enlargement of the kingdom of
Christ in all parts of the habitable globe. Who would not esteem
it a privilege to take a part in this glorious work, even though
trials and afflictions attend on every side; for it is through much
tribulation that we are to enter the kingdom of God. How much better
to"suffer affliction in the service of our Lord and Master than to
dwell in alluence, and have no other treasure but that of this world.
How precious is that promise, Lo I am with you always even unto the
end of the world, ---10 th.
N. Lat. between 2 and 3 degrees.
The equinoctial storms, which
have prevailed for two or three days past, have rendered out situa^
tion very uncomfortable, though the water we catch is very useful.
Furing these storms we have had much thunder and lightning; a flash
has run down the lightning rod, but no essential injury has been done.
Good is Jehovah, in bestowing sunshine
Nor less.his goodness in the storm and thunder,
Mercies and judgments, both proceed from kindness,
Infinite kindness.
Sabbath - 11th.
A calm and pleasant morning; had religious exercises in the cabin,
and in the evening public services on deck.
Brother T's text, Be
not conformed to this world. Alas^ what are the honors and pleasuresof the world, which soon pass away.
Daily experience teaches me
more & more that this earth cannot afford any solid peace of rest
to the immortal mind.
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felt myself in a peculiar sense a wanderer; no where at home.^-Oh when shall I see Jesus
And dwell with him above
And from that flowing fountain,.
Drink everlasting loveJ

13 th.

Crossed the equator this morning, the heat is not so extreme as I
anticipated; though the confined air in our little rooms is very un­
comfortable, and on deck the sun beats down and causes a general
head-ache; but being favored as we are with a fresh breeze we make
ourselves tolerably comfortable*
l4th*
This has been an eventful morning; had an opportunity to send direct­
ly to America by ship Mary from Calcutta to Boston.
0 how it will
rejoice our dear mother, and other dear friends to hear from us*
I
know it will be like good news from a far country.
I very much re­
gret that we had not more letters prepared. We will endeavor to be
ready for the next opportunity. While Capt. B. was gone to convey
our letters to the Mary, and all of us on deck viewing the animating
prospect, our attention was suddenly turned by the appearance of a
large shark making his way towards our brig.
The hook was immedi­
ately thrown out and almost as soon seized by the prodigious crea­
ture, it was drawn almost upon deck, when it extricated itself and
again plunged into the deep.
So our high expectations of having a
nearer view of the animal were immediately cut off.—
1 7 th.
Think not my dear mother that my mind is wholly absorbed, with the
trifling objects which occasionally come to my way, if I should again resume my pen to inform you of a visitor this morning from
South America.
A very large land bird came around the Thaddeus as'
if she rdjoiced in the discovery she had made, then caught up a
flying fish and left usL
Strange that an object so insignificant
in itself should attract
so much notice; but anything from land
affords us joy.
from your Nancy.
Sabbath 19 th*
Brother B*s text Isa. 5^h, 4th. 1st, the obligations which result
from what God has done for us.
2nd, it becomes us to inquire why
what God hath done for.us, has produced so little effect.
1st, we
have relied on our privileges, with feeling our bbligations.
2nd,
the effect of divine truth is prevented by the manner which we re­
ceive it. 3rd, It loses its effect by grieving the holy spirit.
4th, by a false hope.
Yours N, R,
Dec. 25 th, 1B19, Christmas.
Since it has pleased God in tender mercy, so far to recover my
health as that I am able
to write a little, I will joyfully embrace
occasional opportunities, when it is not convenient for my dear
Nancy, and note something for the perusal of our beloved friends
in America.
As the scenes through which we pass are'various and as
we know that every circumstance will be read with deep interest by
our friends they will excuse us if we are not particular as to
our manner & style. We will open our hearts fully, and relate oc­
currences as they happen. -When we experience mercies we will tell
our dear Mother, brethren & sisters that they may rejoice and
graise God with us: and when we are called to wade through trials
and afflictions we will relate them also that they may sympathise
with us and pray for us.
Our friends may now look upon the map

and see us sailing pleasantly along under the tropic of capricorn.
We entered the torrid zone on the 2nd inst. and have been only 23
days in passing through its sultry clime.
To-day the sun is verti­
cal. While you are seated by the side of a good fire, enjoying
yourselves with a bowl of apples a minced pye or a good cup of tea,
we are sweltering with the heat of summer trying in vain to find a
cool place, with not so much as a cup of water that you would consi­
der drinkable.
But we are not destitute of enjoyments; we are far
from being unhappy.
Notwithstanding I am obliged to rise four or
five times in the course of night with seasickness, still, I can eat
a hearty breakfast of hash and onions, dine on sea pye, and sup on
a pint of water gruel.
The latter is a luxury to us all, it being
the best way that we can make water palatable.
We hope to reach
cape Horn in three weeks; we dread.that place but if we are carried
safe around, we shall feel almost Rome.
Samuel R.—
Dec. 26 th
After a distressing seasick night, I awoke early this morning, hear­
ing some one cry out "A heavy shower is rising in 'the west".
I
arose immediately took my tin cup and went on deck and. was so fortu­
nate as to catch three pints of pure rain water as it ran off my um­
brella. -This was indeed a prize, being so much better than our im­
ported water; it will serve N. and myself two days.
The storm is over; the sun sheds his scorching beams upon us and
we are obliged to seek refuge under the shadow of the sails.- We
hope to enjoy a pleasant sabbath: we hope the sun of righteousness
will visit our souls with His cheering rays, and inspire us with new
zeal and activity in his service. - As usual we have a prayer meet­
ing in the cabin this morning, in the afternoon public services
on
deck. Our Saviour can as easily be present with his humble fol­
lowers, while tossing upon the mighty water, as when assembled ina
house on land. We shall remember our American friends to-day and
have the pleasure of believing that they are praying for us. - Yester­
day was Christmas. We observed the day in a religious manner in
commemoration of that divine Saviour whom we are going to proclaim
to the perishing heathen. We have resolved ever to observe this day
in-this manner. - An appropriate hymn was composed by Mr. Conant an
Officer of the brig, and we trust a brother in Christ.
We will
transcribe and send a copy of it. - S. R,
All hail the bright star the east once illumin'd
And blest with its radiance the Shepherds and Seers;
When religion the emblem of mercy assum'd,
And glory appeared in this valley of tears,
It rose o'er the gloom that enshrouded the earth,
And announc'd as it burst from the portals of Heaven
That the Saviour of sinners, Divine in his birth,
The conquerer of Death, to the world is now given.

0 this day from the regions of glory and love,
As the type of salvation and symbol of hope:
Gently borne through its beams, see the pureHeavenly dove
Appear to mankind who in darkness now grope,
May religion's bless'd Star as we traverse the ocean,
Illumine our way, and its comfort impart:
While our fond ling'ring thought we cast back emotion
To the country that holds the dear friends of each heart.

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J E H 0 V A H, assist, in the soul trying hour,
The mission of peace, to a far distant land:
And calm the rude Main, with thy all saving power,
Be love, grace, and mercy the gifts of thy hand.
When at length on the Isles of the gentiles they tread,
We pray that thy spirit may smooth the rough ways,
By them may the heathen to Jesus be led;
And receive with fond rapture the Gospel's bright rays.
By them may the Priests of Idolatry learn,
That their Morals and. Taboos & offerings are vain,
Let the nation from Idols and violence turn,
And the joy of salvation perpetual reign;
Now swell the loud anthem of praise to the Lord
From whence streams of mercy incessantly flow,
Be the Father, the son, and the Spirit adored,
By all nations and. kindreds & realms here below.
Tune Hermit.

27 th.
A calm this morning the sun beats down upon us with such scorching
beams, as renders it very difficult for us to be comfortable on
deck or in our rooms. - I have just been into the water to bathe
and find the exercise extremely.fatiguing: I fear that I shall re­
ceive injury from it instead of obtaining relief.
I have so little
strength that I should consider it hazardous attempting again, un­
less I had a rope fastened to me. - We have been examining some of
our provisions: find our vegetables nearly consumed.
Several of
our cheeses begin to spoil, and we shall have to give them to the
sailors.
When another mission comes out I should recommend that they
bring old cheeses instead of new; these will keep sound without
any trouble, but it is almost impossible to preserve the new through
this sultry region. 3 o'clock P. M.
A gentle breeze again which
wafts us along at the rate of 4 knots an hour, and renders our situa­
tion more comfortable.
0 how I long to be free from seasickness
that I may be able to write and walk about without being dizzy. When
it is best I shall enjoy health; let me be satisfied that God knows
and does what is best.
Nancy has been blessed, with excellent health
since a few of the first days. Dear Girl she has been severely
tried with her sick husband, but I trust God has made his promise
good unto her.
"My grace shall be sufficient for thee". - I cannot
forbear to mention how greatly the Lord has favored, me in a compan­
ion. She is all and more than I could reasonably have asked.
I
cannot enough feel my obligations to God for the gift. 0 that a
continual realizing sense of this expression of his kindness, may
influence me to a closer walk with him, and to more faithfulness in
.his service. - I very much regret that I had. no more time to visit
E. Windsor friends.
I shall ever remember them with the tender feel­
ings of a son and brother. - I am happy that I can speak of one there
and call her mother.
Farewell E. Windsor friends,.farewell dear
friends in Brookfield until another convenient season.
Let us look
forward with joyful anticipation, to the time when our labours on
earth shall be finished; and let our life be such, that we may there
meet again with the ransomed of the Lord on mount Zion.
Yours &c. S. Ruggles.-

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2 /th.
Deaf Mother, I trust you will be gratified to find the feelings of
your absent children so happily blended as to dispose them to unite
in their endeavors to afford you all the comfort in their power, by
relating the daily occurrences of our lives.
Though we frequently
speak of things that would appear trifling to a stranger, we are con­
fidant they will deeply interest the feelings of our dear Mother.
We are now in the southern temperate zone where the religion of Jesus,
whose birth we have so lately commemerated, is not known or if it
is only in a limited degree.
0 when will Christians duly realize
their obligations to their God and Saviour. How just is the requisi­
tion, "Go ye into all the world and preach the Gospel to every crea­
ture", yet how little is it regarded by the generality of those, who
term themselves followers of him, who went about doing good.
Very
much land yet remains to be possessed, and blessed, be God, we have
the gracious promise that the time will come, and. we believe the time
is not far distant, when Jesus shall inherit every land, even unto
the uttermost parts of the earth. 0 how slow of heart are we to be­
lieve all that the Prophets have spoken concerning the upbuilding
of Zion, and thereby justly incur the admonition, "why stand ye here
all the day idle".
If grief could find admittance into the heavenly
world how would those hearts which are now filled with pure sera­
phic joy be grieved that they did so little for the promotion of the
cause of Christ while on earth, 0 my mother, may we ever pray for .
the peace of Jerusalem; and while your fervent supplications ascend
for the cause in general I trust your children whom you have devoted
to this best of causes will not be forgotten. Mr. B's text for
Christmas, Luke 2nd l4th Glory to God &c.
In the first place was
described the manifestations of the birth of Christ. 2nd the birth
of Christ the means of promoting peace on earth. 3rd The birth of
Christ is an illustration of the glory of God.
The discourse wasvery appropriate; the important object of our Mission was brought in­
to cqnsideration, which, with the circumstances of our present sit­
uation rendered the season peculiarly interesting.

2%th.
Perhaps the particulars respecting our mission family may divert our
dear mother a few moments some future day, while sitting by her
fire side. We rise about 5 in the morning, family prayers at 7 when
a portion of
the scripture isread and a hymn sung, and the season
closed, with a prayer; breakfast at 8 , dine at 1 , and sup at 5 , on
water gruel.
Evening prayers at g after which we generally walk
half an hour
for exercise and then retire. - Tuesday evening we de­
vote to singing Wednesday evening a meeting of the prudential committee
to transact on secular concerns, and friday evening the sisters have
a meeting by themselves; leaving the other evenings to the disposal
of each individual. — Though there are trials and privations of a pe­
culiar nature, attached to the lives of these who leave country and
home, traverse the tempestuous deep, to spend their lives in a land
of paganism, still If cheerfully complied with, at the call of pro­
vidence, with a humble desire to Glorify God, there are joys too,
which the world can neither give nor take away.
Our situation is in
many respects much pleasanter than.I anticipated, and I think it is
every day becoming more and more so, notwithstanding our many little
inconveniences. We are denied the society of these dear kindred and
friends, whom we so much love, but this makes our little family circle
the more precious.
The sisters are very dear to me. A few weeks

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since, and we were all, except in one instance, entire strangers,
now the most tender love, and sisterly affection subsists between
each of us. 0 may this affection continue to increase till we close
our earthly pilgrimage and at length become perfedt in endless felicity

30 th.
Various kinds of waterfowls have been seen to-day. Brother C. shot at
one but did not kill it. We have some variety even at sea.
Now
and then a new object presents itself, of which we take the liberty
to inform our friends. While you look to the South for the sun, we
look to the north, while you are shivering with the cold of winter,
we are suffering the heat of a torrid sun in a calm at sea; while you
consider us tossing here and there upon the mighty deep, we have the
pleasure of fancying you pleasantly situated in that goodly land
which we have left the fond remembrance of which shall ever afford
us pleasure.
Mr. Ruggles has just entered our little room and says
"$ell our friends, that we are very happy to-day. When he finds a
.day of comfortable health we enjoy it extremely.well, though it sel­
dom happens.
3 1 st.
Rose this morning at 5 and went on deck just as the sun was making
his appearance above the eastern horizon, and viewed the firmament
without a cloud, and the vast extended ocean without a wave to inter­
rupt the sight.
All was calm and serene, though we dread a calm in
this region.
I stood by the side of the vessel a considerable time
contemplating the infinite wisdom and goodness of God manifested in
the works of creation and providence; and particularly the myster­
ious leadings of his hand with respect to myself the year past.
Sure­
ly the Lord leadeth the blind in a way which they knew not.
Neither
myself nor any of my friends would have imagined at the commencement
of the year, that a few short months would remove me 1,660 miles from
them, and that dear home. What may be the results of another year,
and how great its changes with me is kpown only to Him who fitteth
immensity and inhabiteth Eternity.
0 may the grace of God. help me
so to remember my days as to apply my heart unto wisdom.
Oh, time, how few thy value weigh,
How few will estimate a day;
Days, Months, and years are rolling on
The soul neglected and undone?
Sabbath Jan. 2nd, 1620
A delightful morning indeed; to me peculiarly so, my health is comfort­
able and I feel more like enjoying the sabbath than I have before since
I leFt dear America.
The weather is not excessively hot, tho' the air
is faint; the sea calm and unruffled, no swelling waves dash against
the sides of our floating habitation, threatening our destruction; no
distressing gales beat upon us as if determined to overthrow us into
the depths of the sea; all is peace and tranquillity while we proceed
silently along the coast of Patagonia at the rate of one mile an hour^
Perhaps if our A. friendg could see us this morning, they would wish
themselves with us.
Though they cannot be with us they will remember
us today with deep interest.
While assembled in the house of God and
seated round the.table of their crucified Lord; their hearts will be
uplifted in fervent -prayer for their friends who have gone to erect
the banner of the cross in a benighted pagan land. Hay God hear your
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know that your desires have entered the ears of the Almighty and that
those now degraded Islanders are become the true worshippers of God.
I am full of faith, that the time has nearly arrived, when 0. Idols
will be no more; when instead of Marai, will be erected, houses dedi­
cated to the service of Obookiah's God, and that land which is now
grown over with thorns and nettles, become a fruitful field. But be­
fore this joyful period arrives, I am not insensible that much toil
and labour is necessary; many triads and difficulties are to be en­
dured; a battle is to be fought with the enemy of all righteousness,
and a victory won. Perhaps some of this little mission company are
soon to fall as martyrs in the cause, but should this be, it will not
prevent a final conquest.
Christ will yet be king of the Sandwich
Islands. From yours in haste. S. R.
Same date of the above.
My mind at the return of the new year has been deeply impressed with
a sweet remembrance of happy days spent in the enjoyment of Christian
privileges in my dear native country.
This pleasure however is mixed
with pain, that those days, and privileges are no more to be enjoyed.
Never again do I expect to surround the table of the crucified Redeemer
with those dear friends I so ardently love, and recal to mind with
emotions of peculiar interest.
I am sensible of having spent the morn­
ing of my days in the most favorable situation and under the best cir­
cumstances for improvement in the divine life; yet I have to lament
that I have not made those acquirements which my Lord and. Master might
justly have expected of me. What more could have been done that has
not been done for me, yet how little of the fruit of.righteousness
have I brought forth. How faint and lanquid have been my exertions
to glorify God by doing good to souls in laboring to promote the cause
of Christ on earth. But instead of being cut off from all the ordi­
nances of the gospel and means of grace as I have deserved; the indi­
cations of divine providence seems to be, forbear a little longer;
stay thy hand and let her be transplanted in a heathen soil "surround­
ed by the wretched, worshippers of wood and stone and see what exertions
she will then make to rescue souls from eternal burnings.
What mercy
is here displayed, what love, what condescension on the part of God
and what renewed obligations are laid on me to be faithful to my cove­
nant Redeemer.
Six years to-day since I solemnly and publicly gave
myself to God in an everlasting covenant never to be forgotten; and I
can bear testimony of his covenant faithfulness towards me continual­
ly.
But 0, how few r e t m m s of love hath my Creator found.
To grace
how great a debtor. N. R.
Sabbath eve. the same date.
How comfortable how pleasant to the dejected heart is an interview
with the Saviour.
I have had a sweet interview with him this morning
in the s t e a m boat while the family were in their slumbers. My soul
has been refreshed and I feel new courage to go on my way rejoicing.—
A large turtle is seen a few rods distant floating upon the surface
of the water.- The sailors are preparing the boat to go after it, for
they have no regard for the sabbath.- They have succeeded in taking
it as it slept; it is the first sea animal we have caught since we
have been at sea.
We shall probably have a soup made of it tomorrow,
farewell.
S. R.

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Sat. Jan. 8th, 1820.
This week has been marked, with circumstances which, I trust will not
soon be forgotten by any of us.
It has indeed been a season of afflic­
tion and trial, such as we have never before seen. Mrs. R. has been
considerably ill, and my health tho' feeble ever since I left A. has
been unusually so the week past.
On tuesday morning last very early
we were awaked from sleep by the cry "all hands on deck". A heavy
gale from the S. W. had come upon us unawares: our sails were all
spread and we were going at the rate of % knots an hour, when the
first gust of wind shattered one of the sheets, and split a number
of others so as to considerably injure them.
The winds continued to
blow with much force all day and night; by this time the sea was all
in commotion the gale still increasing, took down every sail and
lay to with bare poles entirely at the mercy of the waves, or more
properly at the mercy of him who holds them in his fists and is able
to control them at his pleasure.
The seas run in mountains one
moment we were tossed as it were upon the top of a lofty mountain;
the next, plunged into a deep vally with a mountain on each side of
us.
It seems indeed as if the old. Atlantic was torn up from its
lowest bottom.
We were obliged to keep close in our rooms, and
most of us in our births for the deck was frequently several feet
under water, and often a wave would force its way down the compan­
ion and hatchway and drench all before it. Not less than 8 or 10
plank were beat off the side of the brig by the dashing of the
waves. At one time Capt. B. was knocked down by a heavy sea and
thrown from one side of the Thaddeus to the other, severely bruised
and narrowly escaped, being swept overboard.
Thus it continued a
drdadful time until thursday night when the wind changed and the
storm abated.
It was remarkable to see the composure of all the
family: every countenance was cheerful; every mind appeared calm
and tranquil.
All seemed happy in casting themselves on the arm of
the Lord and confiding in his mercy. We rejoiced that our dear
mother and other friends could not then know our situation.
They
will bless the Lord for us, when they hear of his preserving mercy.
Jan. 9 .
During the gale a great number of sea-fowls were constantly flying
§,bout the vessel: of th4se are several kinds; the most remarkable
is the Albatross resembling a goose tho' much larger: we see great
numbers of them every day.
I endeavored to^aatch one the other morn­
ing but he broke the line and went off with the hook in his mouth.
I tried a second time and drew one almost into the boat when he tore
himself away and left us. broth. 0. has just shot one & the sea
being calm we were able to get it.
It measures 10 feet from tip to
tip.
I am now writing with one of its quils which is 18 inches in
length.
I intend to send one to A. if possible.
We see whales
every day.
they are often close along side and afford, us much diver­
sion with their jumping and spouting.
A very large one was seen
yesterday half as long as the Thaddeus his head was covered with
shell fish. 10th.
Three large ships seen yesterday and one this morning supposed, to be
the S. sea whalers. We hope to be in sight of the Falkland in 3 or 4
days. We long to get into the Pacific ocean.
Capt. B. says we cannot
expect, rougher weather in. doubling the cape than we have already had.
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As Mr. Ruggles has mentioned the particulars of our trials during
the long and tempestuous gale, which we have recently experienced,' I
shall only add my desire to unite with him in requesting our
American friends to bless the Lord in our behalf for his perserving
mercy.
I did not venture on deck myself until the storm abated,
but when I did, it seemed indeed as if the foundations of the great
deep were broken up; while peace and serenity prevaded every counte­
nance. "The storm is laid the winds retire
Obedient to thy will;
The sea that roars at thy command,
At thy command is still."
Nancy RJan. 20th.
Sounded and found it 65 fathoms. We are about 40 or 30 miles from
the South American coast; Lat. 4$. Long. 60 . our Lat. is the same as
it was last sabbath.
I have been viewing our track which Capt. B.
has marked out on the map, and think it must bear a striking resem­
blance to that which the children of Israel pursued, while in the
wilderness.
Hay we have no disposition to indulge a murmuring
thought against him who rides upon the stormy winds and manages the
seas.
Surely
if our Pilot and guide is possessed with infinite skill
as we know heis, we will not fear
tho' the earth be moved, and the
mountains be carried into the sea.
Jan. 22nd.
We have sailed rapidly since yesterday morning now progressing S-jy
knots an hour though I can scarcely perceive the mdtion of thd ves­
sel, while I am writing.
Now in Lat. 46. Lon. 6 3 . sounded again
this morning and found bottom, but owing to the rapid moving of the
brig were not able to ascertain how many fathoms of water.
Sea
weed frequently appears floating on the surface of the ocean which
has been beat
off the rocks by the waves; some of it is covered with
small shrimps.
- Expect to see the Falkland Isles this afternoon or
to-morrow if the wind continues in our favor. All of us in good
spirits.
I have not before to-day been sensible how great a tenden­
cy favorable winds have in dispelling gloomy feelings, and making
our hearts cheerful.
The cause which we have espoused is no less
dear to our hearts, than when we first embarked.
Though our voyage
thus far has been long and unpleasant, yet we experienced no trials
too great to be endured, for the sake of Christ, and the salvation
of the poor heathen.
Ninety one days since I bid dear America fare­
well. -N. W. R.
Jan. 23.
The same sun which is wont to rise on America and gladden the land
with his cheering beams, rose on us this morning with more than
usual brightness.
It is the -morning of the Son of Man, and commem­
orates that illustrious morning when Jesus the Saviour of the world
burst asunder the cords which held, him three days a prisoner in
the grave, and arosd, leaving captivity captive. — 0 that the allglorious Sun of righteousness may arise upon me as I open my eyes
on this sacred day, and shine into my soul with his enlivening rays,
that my lanquid affections may be lifted up to things heavenly and
sublime. - A gale last night, which lasted but a short time.
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succeeds.
Though calms are unfavorable to our progress, they are
very acceptable on the sabbath, as then we can enjoy a peaceful rest,
and are afforded a better opportunity to attend on public worship
of God and such other duties as belong to the holy sabbath.
When
looking back on the two preceding days, it seems as if we had hasten­
ed as it were to prepare for the day of rest. A day of all the week the best,
Emblem of eternal rest, Some part of the time we have sailed more than $ miles an hour. 0
may such displays of the kind care which our Heqvenly Father exercises
toward us, be regarded with gratitude, and improved by his glory. Sabbath eve, Religious exercises in the cabin as usual; in the morning
brother B. expounded the last part of the 11th of Mat. Christ's
yoke is easy &c. in the evening brother T. preached on deck; from
Amos 4.12. We are now opposite the Falkland Islands, but we shall not
see them.as we expected and fondly hoped, the wind carrying us too
far i&e "westward. We feel somewhat disappointed but all is well. Nancy Ruggles.
Jan. 25 th, 12 o'clock.
After sailing $5 days without seeing land, we this morning at 10
o'clock with joyful eyes and hearts discovered the Island of Terra del
Fuego, about ten leagues ahead.Though it had more the appearance
of a cloud than land yet the bare thought that it was land gave us
pleasing sensations.
Joy ran through my bosom, and for a moment I
almost forgot that I'was seasick.
I have not enjoyed health for a
single moment since I came on board the Thaddeus, nor do I expect to
until I reach Owhyhee (Hawaii), but I would be far from complaining.
The Lord lays his hand gently upon me and I will rejoice that I may
suffer for his sake,
I feel as I did before I left America, an in­
creasing desire to spend my life in a remote corner of the globe, and
wear out in the cause of my dear Redeemer.
I am interrupted by the
appearance of a large whale alongside.
2 o'clock
M. The land
appears in ful view before us not more than 6 or Similes distant.
We
are sailing along its N. E. coast in pursuit of the straits Le Maire
thro' which we hope to pass if successful in finding them.
Terra del
Fuego is the most uneven country I ever saw.
It appears to be little
less than a continued, map of barren hills, and lofty ragged'mountains,
some of whose tops reach above the clouds, and are white with per­
petual snows.
It is indeed a dreary land.
In this bleak region
mariners alwayq^xpect roughest weather but we are highly favored and
have been for several days past. To-day it is uncommonly pleasant;
not very cold and a fine breeze wafts us 7 knots or miles an hour.
Dear friends unite with us in blessing him whose power controls the
raging wind, and says peace be still. -5 o'clock P. M. The strait
begins to open before us, and we have a fair prospect of a pleasant
passage through.
Should the present wind continue we shall pro­
bably see 0. H. to-morrow. - Who knows but we shall be wafted direct­
ly around the long dreaded cape without experiencing any storms; but
perhaps such a passage was never known. We have a safe Pilot an
Almighty guide who stands at our helm, he can do all things.
5 o'clock.
Staten land to the E. of us, is if possible more uneven
than Terra del Fuego.
The mountains rise one above another in a
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and some in the form of a sugar loaf.
In the sides of some appear
vast holes, which probably are the effect of volcanic eruptions.'
Now near cape St. Diego at the N. W. entrance of the strait.
Few
ships pass through here as it is considered dangerous; the passage narrow*
and both shores lined, with solid rock.
But as we have a fair wind
Capt. B. thinks it better to attempt a passage through, than sail
around Staten land which would be 200 miles farther. - We have entered
the mouth of the strait but as it is almost night and finding a very
strong current* sitting in against us, we shall lie to for the night.
Farewell dear friends till morning.
May the God of Isreal bless you
and give you repose; May he be mindful of us also and be our refuge
and sage defence. Jan. 26th. 1 o'clock P. M.
Hoisted sail early this morning and the wind still breezing in our
favour, at 10 o'clock were half thro' the straits of Le Maire, when a
sudden and tremendous swell of the sea came in, and our wind died
away leaving us tossing to and. fro upon the waves which were compara­
tively as high as the mountains on each side, and in no small danger of
being dashed against the rocks. Here for the first time I realized
immediate danger; Capt. B. was much agitated; we could neither proceed
nor go back.
But He in whom we trust who has always been trying us
with mercies as well as judgments soon appeared for us and now the
water has become calm and the weather pleasant. We are so near the
Terra del puego shore, as to discover that there are some trees upon
the mountains but it is a black and barren place.
It seems hardly
possible for man to exist here, tut there are few wretched inhabitants,
whose condition is but little better than the wild beasts around them.
We discover a smoke on the beach, and. with the help of a spy, glass
can distinctly see two men. Probably they see us and make the fire
as a signal for us to go to them; but we think it not proper.
The na­
tives on this side of the Island are said to be friendly; those on
the south side savage and barbarous.
The thought is interesting
that we are so near heathen grounds; we would remember affectionately
these poor people, as we pass by their dreary land, and pray that
Jesus may soon possess them for an inheritance.
An immense number of
birds are constantly flying about us.
Four or five kinds of ducks,
several of geese, Albatrosses, Penquins, Cormorants, Teal, and many .
other kinds of land birds, visit us as we lie becalmed.
7 o-clock in
the eve.
The wind again breezes in our favour and we begin to pro­
ceed through the strait.
Surely the Lord Jehovah is on our right
hand and on our left. S. R.

27 th.
Early in the morning. We now find ourselves clear of the dangerous
shoals and rocks of Terra del Fuego and Staten land, and sail 5
knots an hour, in a direct course towards C. H. The Lord has been
our deliverer hitherto, we will bless his name, and still trust him.
12 o-clock.
See cape H. about 8 leagues to the N. W . ; 9 °r 8 knots
an hour, and the sea is so smooth that we can scarcely perceive the
* 15 miles in width.
* This current would, render it impossible to
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Brig to move.
This is rarely the case in this region of storms. How
long it will continue thus, is known only to him who is able to make
the wind the sda obey him. - I have taken a Northwesterly view of
Cape Horn which is said to be correct, I intend to send a copy; also
a view of the strait of Le Maire,
Both of them are just representa­
tions.
Perhaps they may gratify American friends. 2 o-clock P. M.
Bow suddenly is our situation changed a few moments since all was
peace and. we were sailing as pleasantly as at any time since we left
America; Now. all is confusion, 'a hailstorm is rising, all hands are
summoned on deck to take in sail, one cries out from Masthead "a
whirlwind" what the Lord is about to do with us we know not; one
thing we do know, and this shall comfort us in every trial and danger;
He loves his own cause, and if he has any work assigned in Owhyhee
(Hawaii), he will be our refuge and our Salvation. 5 o-clock.
The
storm was terrible but it is now over.
The whirlwind passed a few
rods from us, but did not affect us.
The wind is a head the waves
run very high and a strong current takes us back to the E. 4 miles
an hour.
1 o-clock lost sight of C. Horn by being carried so far
to the east. 26th.
Lain to all day by reason of head winds.

29 th.
A fair wind which carries us towards Cape H. again.

30 th.
Passed west of the cape which we have so long dreaded. What shall we
render to the Lord for all his benefits to us.
It becomes us to de­
vote our lives anew to his service, and live more than ever to his
glory. We know not what is yet to befal us ere we reach the fields
of our labours, but we know that hitherto the Lord has helped us; and
now not all the storms and tempests and dangers which may await us,
shall hinder our erecting here in this cold and dismal region, around
this memorable way. - Mark our E B E N E Z E R of praise to him who
has thus far been our preserver & Deliverer.
Brother B. has written
the following lines for the occasion which was sung at the close of
our public worship. Brig Thaddeus off Cape Horn Jan. 30th 1620
E B E N E Z E R
1st. With joyful hearts and grateful praise,
Our helper God thy name we hail;
Our Ebenezer here we raise
While round the stormy cape we sail.
2nd. Conducted by thy Sovereign hand,
Mysterious, mighty, wise & good,
We left our friends and native land.
To toss upon the raging flood.
3rd. When adverse winds our course delayed,
And dangerous currents rolled below;
Thy voice the roaring tempest stayed,
And made the breeze propitious blow.
4th. From want from pestilence and death,
Defended by thy gracious care,
To thee we raise our tuneful breath,
Our Rock of Help forbids our fear.

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5th. This way mark, in the trackless seas,
Fixed by his hand who rules above,
The tempests of six thousand years
Have ne'er bpen able to remove.
6th. So shall our grateful record stand,
That hither by thine aid we come;
So will we trust thy constant hand,
To bring our souls in safety home.
Cape Horn appears to be an island of rocks piled one above another;
the horn or point is a huge black rock of "terrible appearance and
seems to bid defiaance to contending elements. - Sam.l Ruggles.
Ill days out.

Lat 40.

Long S3*

Two weeks to-day since we doubled the cape and bade farewell
to the Atlantic. During the last eighteen we have made 25 degrees
Lat. and 15 Lon. We have been detained only two days since we came
in sight of Terra.del Fuego a day becalmed in the strait of Le Maire
and a day we lay to i m a storm off the Cape. We have had rough seas
a considerable part of the time but the wind, has been almost con­
stantly in our favor.
We anticipated that our passage round the
Cape would be the most tedious part of our voyage, but favor has
been shown us far beyond our expectations.
We have not only had
some as smooth sailing as at any time since we embarked, but in some
respects it has been the pleasantest part. Perhaps no vessel ever
passed this cold region with more uninterrupted prosperity. We now
consider ourselves out of the reach of the C. storms, and the weather
is warm enough for us to sit comfortably on deck. We hope to reach
the field of our labours in abou^4o days.
0 how pleasant the
thought that I am so soon to set my feet on land; and on that land
where I have so long desired to be placed.
I believe I shalllenjoy
health if I live to reach the shore --- --- We have never been
able to catch any fish until we entered the Pacific, since then we
have caught several Porpoises, which have furnished us with some
- rare meals.
S. Ruggles.
Having found what we have written during our passage around the cape
to be so similar, I have concluded not to transcribe mine but send
it in a letter as it fell'from my pen at the time it transpired.
Though I would not forbear here to notice the tender mercies of our
covenant God towards us, particularly while we were doubling the
tempestuous cape. Here we set up our Ebenezer of praise; hitherto
the Lord, hath helped us. Here we have made our vow, and may the
God of mercy enable us in our future lives to perform it.
Nancy W. Ruggles.
Feb'y. l6th.
We are now opposite the island of Juan Fernandes remarkable for hav­
ing been the residence Robinson Crusoe,
This has been a very busy
and interesting day, have been employed in examining our trunks and
boxes put up for the Mission.
Opening a keg directed to Brother B . ,
I discovered a bundle with a letter directed to me.
I put out my
hand to receive as it were fresh intelligence from my dear native
land, after an absence of more than 16 weeks.
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my heart was filled, with a grateful-sense of renewed obligations to
friends, and to God as the author of all good, for this expression
of kindness from dear sisters in Christ.
Nothing short of an assim­
ilation of feelings can make you realize my dear sisters, how close­
ly you are entwined around my heart.
Tears involuntarily burst from
my eyes, when I saw your dear names, at the thought that I am to see
you no more on earth.
But if we are indeed the children of God our
separation will be short, and our meeting endless and happy. May
this consideration cheer our hearts while on the way and make us
more watchful, prayerful, and useful in the world.
The kindness of
friends has already contributed much to my happiness, and I hope it
will also promote my future usefulness among the heathen.
I am con­
fident after all you have done, youvalL not cease to present your
devout supplications, in behalf of a far distant sister, who is now
tossing upon the tumultuous ocean, with the prospect of becoming a
stranger in a strange land, where all is moral darkness and desola­
tion,
"But Jesus shall reign where e'er the sun,
Does his successive journies run,
His kingdom stretch from shore to shore
Till moons shall wax and wane no more".
May this precious promise encourage and animate us, and God be glor­
ified in the salvation of the heathen, which he will accomplish in
his own time, and with the use of means of his own appointment. Nancy W. R.
Feb. 17 th.
Being confident that the most trifling or minute circumstance which
interests us., will meet the feelings of maternal affection, I in­
tend to give fuH scope to my pen in mentioning little particulars,
which to others will probably appear insipid, and. uninteresting.
Were I by the side of- my dear mother, I would tell her that we
had new bread for tea this evening for the first time since we came
on board.
In addition to the enjoyment which we received in par­
taking of what seemed to us a rarity, it brought to mind,those
tables we have been accustomed to surround in the dear family circle,
and produced a familiar conversation upon the subject. Our enter­
tainment ever has been, and still is good and comfortable; though
very different from what we have teen accustomed to on land. May
we hope that the time is coming when we shall be permitted to
meet all the ransomed of the Lord and partake of that new wine, and
living bread which Jesus has prepared for those who love him. The mission family have not enjoyed as good health as they now do
since they left America. Mr. R. observed last evening, that he
has not felt like himself before since he came on board.
The health
which he now enjoys demands our gratitude and praise. May the
afflictive hand of God, ever be laid gently upon us, and we be sup­
ported under it. Entered the trade winds this morning.
The consi­
deration that we are shortly to land on the heathen shores, covered
with sin and pollution would be overwhelming, and cause us after
all the advances we have made towards them, to think back, and ex­
claim, "who is sufficient for these things", were it not that our
help, is in the name of the Lord who made Heaven and earth.
"When through fiery trials thy path-way shall lie,
My grace all-sufficient shall be thy supply;
The flames shall not hurt thee, I only design

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Thy dross to consume, and thy gold to refmne".
No fearing or doubting, with Christ on our side,
We hope to die shouting, the Lord will provide".
N, R.
Feb. 24th.
Crossed the tropic of Cancer this morning.
We have again entered
the torrid zone expecting to spend the remainder of our days in
this unfavorable clime. Who would not be willing to endure the
scorching heat of a sultry region, a few fleeting days if thereby
they may be instrumental of plucking immortal souls from the scorch­
ing of eternal burnings?
Nancy W. Ruggles.
Feb. 26th.
We are now in the latitude of society Isles.
The thought is peculiar­
ly interesting, after viewing places, shrouded in total moral dark­
ness, that we are now comparatively near one of the most promising
Missionary stations on the globe. How desirable would it be, were
it consistent, to touch that place, and invite the dear Missionaries
to unite with us in commenorating the death-and sufferings of our
dear Redeemer. But the Governor of the universe.has a perfect right
to determine our lot. We are richly furnished with a variety of com­
forts, and we have the high satisfaction confidently to believe that
the Lord hath sent us with blessings of salvation, to a people whose
moral character is degraded almost to a level with brute creation. Sabbath 2 7 th. Lat. 1 5 .
This has been a day replete with the mercies of the choicest kind.
In the morning we convened in the cabin to hear and renewedly assent
to our covenant with God and each other.
At 12 public service, on
deck.
Brother T. preached from Ps. 1 7 .1 5 . The ships company made
an interesting appearance, while they listened to the word of life.
At 4 in the afternoon this little church met around our family board,
to partake of the symbols of the broken body, and flowing blood of
a crucified Saviour.
Probably this is the first time that this
sacred ordinance was ever administered on the bosom of the Pacific;
if not on any ocean. Many circumstances combined to render the scene
peculiarly interesting, and in some respects, I think the most so
t that I ever experienced.
Here in the midst of the vast ocean, this
' little band of Christian Soldiers, who, a few months since, were for
- the most part entire strangers, but now most tenderly allied to each
other.
Nancy W. Ruggles.
March 9 th.
Crossed the equator this afternoon for the last time; have been be­
calmed several days which in this region renders our situation uncomfortabld.
We suffer much from the heat are obliged sometimes to arise
in the night and use our fans to prevent suffocation from the stag­
nated air in our rooms. We hope for a breeze soon, if we should not
be favoured with one, we fear that some of us.must fall a prey to
disease.
Our Father knows our wants and will take care of us.
In
all our little trials we cast not one look behind to wish ourselves
back in our country, but feel happy in the prospect of soon reaching
the Isle of our destination and imparting the rich treasures of the
Gospel to those degraded idolaters for whom Chirst died, and to whom
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10th,
Caught a shark, and two Boneters, beautiful purple fish about the size,
of a shad.
Extremely hot, seems sometimes as if we should, melt.
measuring 10 feet in length.

11 th.
Caught a shark
12 th.

Still very hot but are all contented and. happy.
March 20th.
Sail rapidly at the rate of 200.miles a day. Expect to see our long
wished for Owhyhee (Hawaii) in 6 or 6 days. 0 how shall we rejoice
again to set our feet on land.

21 st,
Today have been thinking much of beloved brethren and sisters in
Brookfield; perhaps some of them are now in eternity, if so, 0 that
it may be a blessed eternity.
Do you my dear friends enjoy the stated
ordinances of Gods house? Do Christians in B. feel for the heathen?
Tell them to be up and doing for the Lord, requires their exertions,
the heathen are calling for their assistance.
27 th.
Today our dear brother Whitney fell overboard as he was assisting
the sailors paint the outside of the Brig. We were sailing at the
rate of 6 knots an hour and it was some time before the Boat could
be lowered to go after him but he was able to reach a bench which was
thrown to-him and so was spared his valuable life as we trust for
great usefulness in Owhyhee (Hawaii).
Thus is the Lord right to help
in times of trouble. March 30th.
hast night about 1 o'clock brother Hopoo came to my room almost in an
ecstasy of joy and told me to get up and see Owhyhee (Hawaii); I-went
on deck and by the bright moonlight could just discover it 6 0 'miles
from us.
At daylight we could see plainly the high mountain Mahoonah Kaah (Mauna Kea) clothed in a thick mantle of snow.
I will leave
it to my friends to imagine what our feelings are at the sight of land,
that land which we have long wished to see, and in which we hope to
plant the standard of the cross and labour for Christ.
This afternoon we sent a boat for the shore, but it was met by some
canoes of natives, who gave us information that Tamahamaha (Kamehameha)
the King* was dead; Oreoreo (Li ho liho) his eldest son succeeded
him to the throne.
They also informed, us that their Taboos were all
broken their Harais burnt to ashes and their idols destroyed.
They
had been at war, but now, all was peace and prosperity; and the men
and women ate together and enjoyed equal privileges.' We could, hardly
credit all this, but were constrained to exclaim in the language of
our hearts, "What hath God wrought."
Samll Ruggles.
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3 ist.
Thomas and I had been on shore at Toahie (Kawaihae); Larokrimakoo
(Kalanimoku) the head chief, and two of Tamahamaha's (Kamehameha)
widows; all seemed pleased to see us, and treated us with kindness.
The news which we heard yesterday was confirmed by them.
Yes, be­
loved friends, "Owhyhee's (Hawaii) idols are no more".
God has done
a great work for us apparently without any human agency; a work to
accomplish for which we expected to labour for years.
Their high
priests ard now ranked among the lowest class of people.
This re­
volution took place about the time we left our native shore, the
time when so many prayers were offered up for us, and for this na­
tion.
They have now no worship but seem to be waiting for the law
of Christ. While on shore I visited the ruins of the most celebrated
Moral on the Island; saw the ashes of more than 300 human victims
who had been offered in sacrifice to their dumb idols.
The land on
this side the Island is barren being almost entirely made of lava.
The natives go naked except a narrow strip of cloth fastened round
the middle.
Sam'l.RRgggles.
April 1st.
Had a visit from the chief, his two wives, and two widows,of
Tamahamaha, with a numerous train of attendants.
The name of
heathen has long been familiar to my ears, but half of their read
wretchedness was never told me, 0 my dear Christian friends, you who
enjoy the exalted privileges of the Gospel & civilization, I entreat
you to think of the heathen and remember that you must shortly
meet them at the bar of Jehovah; and answer for the feelings and
conduct which you now exercise toward them.
The chief was dressed,
in English and appeared well. His wives and the Queens were clothed
in China dresses on aqoount of-our being on board.
They generally
go almost naked.
The Queens are monstrous women, judged to weigh
about 400 pounds each.
Their heads were both crowned with a wreath
of yellow feathers.
The sight of white females was a novelty to
them.
They expressed a desire to become acquainted with our cus­
toms were much pleased with.the idea of writing, tried themselves,
and succeeded very well.
The Chief dined with the mission family,
but the Queens chose to eat by themselves.
Their provision was
raw fish and poe.
They ate with all the simplicity-of untaught
barbarians, without any politeness or even decency. — Nancy R.

2nd.
This has been a new Sabbath to us all. The Chief and his family
came on board for the purpose 'of accompanying us to Kiarooah,
(Kialua) the place of the king's residence.
One of the Queens brought
a piece of cloth and requested us to make a gown like ours.
Thomas
told her it was the Lord's day and we would make it to-morrow.
She
answered, miti (that is good). How unlike to those peaceful Sgbbaths I have enjoyed in America, have been the scenes of this day.
Instead of a little retired spot in my chamber, I am thronged with
these degraded natives, whose continual chattering has become wear­
isome te me, yet I think this has been the most interesting Sabbath
of my lifp.
In the afternoon brother B. preached from Isa. 42.4.
"and the Isles shall wait for his law".
The heathens paid a listen­
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audience.
Oh may the time be hastened in its season^ when these
Chiefs & Queens who have now heard the words of life shall become
nursing fathers and mothers to this little church. - N. R.
4th.
Arrived this morning in Kiarooah (Kialua) bay, in full view of the
kings seat. Brother B. & T. have gone on shore with the embassy
of peace and mercy to a people without law and without religion.
It is an important moment with us.
The gpand.council are to con­
vene this evening to consider whether to permit us to land, or send
us away. May the Spirit of God dispose their hearts to receive us
and the"word of life at our hands. —

5 th.
The natives appear very kind, express their generosity by sending
us hogs, potatoes, melons, and various kinds of fruits.
Fresh pro­
visions relish well after living almost half a year on salt food.
We understand that the Kings and Chiefs are all pleased, with our
object in settling among them but some wicked white men are endeav­
oring to prejudice them against us, by telling them that our inten­
tion is to get possession of the Islands. We know not yet what God
designs to do with us, but trust the enemy will not be suffered to
triumph over us. — *
Sami. Buggies.
6th.
Oreoreo (Liholiho) and his five young Queens came on board to-day
and dined, with us. He is a young man of about 20, appears very goodnatured, but extremely indolent in his habits.
The wives appear
pleasant, and say they wish to learn to read.
Two of them are his
half sisters, and one of them was formerly the wife of his father. N. R,
7 th.
My dear Mother, were it in my power I would gladly paint to you in
lively colors the interesting scenes of. this morning, and the emo­
tions of my heart in placing my feet on land for the. first time after
a confinement of about five months and a half on board the Thaddeus.
It is impossible for one who never experienced the inconveniences and
trials attending so.long and tedious a voyage at sea, to realize
the peculiar sensations of being set at liberty on their native ele­
ment.
As soon as we approached the beach we were discovered, by the
natives, who flocked-about the boat in such swarms that it was with
much difficulty we could land and force our way to the Kinggs house,
which wa's about 20 rods from the water. When we arrived at the door
we found the King at breakfast on his mat; we took our seats and.
were soon treated with a glass of wine, and invited to stay and dine.
Soon after the Queens made their appearance, each attended by a ser­
vant holding a feather fly brush in their hands.
After the usual
ceremonies.were passed they sat down on the mat and amused them­
selves by looking at us & making their remarks.
At dinner we were
happily disappointed to see the order and.decency of the table.
It
was set in the American style, furnished with a baked p&g, roasted
fish, potatoes, tqrrow &c. &c. After dinner we took a walk but
were thronged with such a multitude, that our walk was uncomfort­
able. We are the first American females that ever visited these
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under our bonnets they appeared highly gratified. The King has
not yet given us a decisive answer but says he will soon.
It will be a severe trial to us if we should be sent away without being per­
mitted to tell them the way of salavation.. I think that notwith­
standing our prospects look rather dark.at present, the cloud will
soon disappear and we shall see our way before us. Our God is all
powerful, his arm will protect, - N. R.

10 th.
At length we have received a decisive answer from the King. He
wishes two couple to stay with him, and also two of the natives;
and the remainder to establish themselves at Woahoo (Oahu), an Is­
land 100 miles distant.
This is just what we desired as Woahoo is
much more fertile than Owhyhee (Hawaii) and much better calculated
to be the place of our principal station.
He requests that* our
physician be left with him, accordingly we have concluded to leave
here brothers Thurston & Holman with their wives, and Thomas &
William.
He has provided-a house for them, and promises to furnish
them with a cooking stove, provisions, and water. Kiarooah (Kialua)
village is built on a bed of lava where nothing will grow but cocoanuts, tobacco, and a few shrubs.
There is no fresh water but what
is brought in Calabashes between four and five miles.
The houses
are covered with hay; the floor is of mats made of bulrushes, which
answer also for their beds.
N. W. R.
12 th.
Today our dear brethren and sisters went on shore and entered the
field of their long anticipated labours.
Our tenderest feelings
were brought into lively exercise, when we were called to give the
affectionate embrace and parting hand.
We hope our friends will
be made comfortable even in this barren place; the greatest incon­
venience will probably be the scarcity of water. We shall sail
for Woahoo about 10 o'clock tonight,
Sami. Ruggles.
l4th.
Arrived at Woahoo (Oahu) at 11 o'clock this morning and anchored
near the village of Hanaroora (Honolulu). Brother B. & myself im­
mediately went on shore and were received with much apparent friend­
ship by a Capt. Picket, a gentleman who has resided several months
in the Island. He invited, us to dine with him and generously of­
fers to assist us in providing houses, and render us every other
service in his power.
S. R.
April l^th.
By the friendly exertions of Capt. Picket and several other American
gentlemen, we have obtained three of the most convenient houses in
the village, and today left the Thaddeus, and taken us our residence
on land.
I hardly know how it will seem to sleep on a bed and not
be obliged to brace myself, to keep from rolling out.
N. W. R.
June 15 th.
I must commence writing in my Jour, with an apology for past neglect
though I am persuaded that my dear mother would think I had an ample
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In addition to our own personal concerns after so long a voyage, we
have been employed a considerable part of the time in making garments
for the chiefs and nobility and in teaching them to read.
Besides we
have a little flock of children which we instruct daily.
We met with a very favorable reception at this Island found the
chiefs and people friendly and desirous to receive instruction.
We
found several American people residents here, who have been of very
material service to us. Every day we receive some testimonies of
their kindness. A black man who has been on the Island several
years, and collected some property has been our constant friend.
I
believe scarcely a day has passed over our heads but what he has
sent us something, either milk or provisions of some kind. — N. W. R

20 th.
Mr. Ruggles was called in the Providence of God about two weeks after
we landed to accompany George P. Tamoree to his native Isle.
When
he will have an opportunity to return is very uncertain.
His absence
so soon after landing has rendered my situation trying, but by the
griendly assistance of the brethren, I have been able to aooomplish
all my washing and other work.
I have also done sister Holman's,
and sent her clothes to Owhyhee (Hawaii).
I hope that which to me
is now a trial, will be the means of great good to that poor people
-who are destitute of the knowledge of God, and of his son Jesus
Christ. —
22nd.
We still experience the continual kindness of both white and tawny
friends.
The King has ordered the chiefs of this island to build
three houses for our use, and enclose them in a yard of about 5 acres
He has also given us a tarro patch, and says when we have eat out
all the tarro he will give us another. Hanoore lives in our family,
is a dear brother to us; he has had a piece of good land given him,
with three houses upon itl We cannot help enjoying ourselves when
the Lord is doing so much for us. — Nancy.
June 27 th.
This morning I arrived from Attooi (Kauai) having been absent eight
weeks found my dear companion and friends in health and prosperity,
busily engaged in the work of the Lord; found the Levant from Boston
which will sail for A. in a few days, and offers to carry our let­
ters and Journals.
I must therefore improve my time in writing.
I shall here transcribe some part of my Journal kept during my ab­
sence from Woahoo (Oahu). —
S. R.
May 2nd.
Today brother Whitney and I have been called to leave our dear
little number at Woahoo (Oahu) to aocompahy George P. Tamoree to
his native Isle and to the bosom of his Father.
It was to us try­
ing to part from our dear brethren and sisters, and especially from
the- dear companions of our bosom, not knowing when an opportunity
would offer for us to return, as vessels rarly sail from Attooi
(Kauai); to the windward Isles. But if duty has called, us to the
separation, we trust that a gracious God will in his own time return
us again to the embraces of our griends and permit us to rejoice to­
gether in his goodness.
0 that the Lord will go with us and be our
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duty.
If.we ard blessed as Instruments of preparing the way for the
introduction of the Gospel on that Island, we shall be compensated
for all our trial & privation. We have a fine breeze which we expect
will take us to Attooi (Kauai) in. 24 hours. —

3 rd.
Hade Attooi at daylight this morning.
Like all the other Islands
its first appearance was rude and. mountainous, but on approaching
nearer, beautiful plains and fruitful vallies presented themselves
to view, looking almost like the cultivated fields of America, while
large groves of cocoanuts and bananas waved their tops as if to wel­
come us to their shores.
Thought I while passing these pleasant
fields, can this be one of the dark places of the earth which is fill­
ed with the habitation of cruelty? Has the sun of righteousness never
yet shone upon it? Is it a fact that the immortal beings are shroud­
ed in midnight darkness, without one minister of Christ to direct
them to the city of refuge, the place of rest and glory? Alas^
they
are heathens.
Their mean and scanty dwellings and the appearance*,
of men, women, and children coming off to us naked, plainly bespeak
that they are yet savages, ignorant of God and unacquainted with the
prdcepts of the gospel.
They have indeed thrown away their idols as
worthless things unable to save them, but they have not heard of
Jesus, no Christian has yet said to them, there is a God in heaven
who made them and the world, nor pointed them to the Saviour, the
Lamb of God, who taketh away the sin of the world.
0 thou God of
nations, herd make Thyself known; here plant Thy cross, and pessess
this land. —
At 11 o'clock came to anchor at Wimai (Waimea), oppos­
ite the fort. A canoe came off to us with several of the King's men,
one of whom could speak English.
George had. kept himself concealed
in the cabin until we told, him that one of his father's favoite
men was on board, and we thought best that his arrival should be
made known to him. We then introduced him to the young prince; He
embraced him and kissed him without saying a word and turned around,
immediately went on deck, and into his canoe telling his companions,
they must go on shore, for their young master had come. A salute
of 21 guns was soon fired from the brig and returned from the fort. —
Brother W . , George, and myself, made preparations and came on shore
on account of the surf. We were obliged to land, half a mile west
of the King's house. We were there met by a crowd of natives who
would have obstructed our way entirely, had there not been men ap­
pointed to clear a passage for us, which they did by beating them
off with clubs. When we arrived at. the housd, Tamoree and his
Queen were reclining on a sofa; as soon as George entered the door,
his father arose clasped him in his arms and pressed his n^se to
his son's after the manner of the countryp both were unable to speak
for some time.
The scene was truly affedting.
I know not when I
have wept more freely.
When they had become a little composed,
Tamoree spoke and said his heart was so joyful that he could not talk
much till to-morrow, but discovering brother W. and myself, who had
till then remained, unnoticed, he enquired who we were.
Geopge then
introduced us to him as his friends who had come from America to
accompany him home.
The old gentleman then embraces us in the same
manner as he had done his son, frequently putting his nose to ours
and calling us his hicahne or friends.
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for us consisting of a couple of hogs baked, whole after the American
manner, several fowls and a dog cooked after the dyle of the Island,
together with potatoes, tarro, bananas, cocoamuts, and watermelons,
brandy, gin, wines, &c.
The table was set in good style; our supper
was indeed excellent.
A new house was assigned for brother W. and
myself during our stay on the Island, a few rods from the King's and
several men to attend upon us. We shall now retire to rest after
Rooking up to God with thanksgiving for mercies already received and
humbly praying that a blessing may attend our visit to these heathens.
Perhaps it will be the first Christian prayer that was ever offered
to God on this Island.
S. R.
May 4th.
This morning early, I went to the King's house, was met at the domr
by himself & the Queen who took me by each arm, led me in and seat­
ed me between them upon the sopha; and. after having several times
put their noses to mine the King inquired if it was true that I had
lived with Hoomehoome (the real name of George) in America, and
eat with him and slept with him, saying his son had told, him many
things that he could not fully understand, and that I had been his
friend a long time, and would stay here and instruct his people to
read.
I told him it was true, and that the good people of America
-who loved his son and loved, him and his people, had sent several men
and women to instruct his people to read and work as they do in
.America. When I told him this, he with his wife broke out in one
voice "Miti, miti, nooe coah aloha America"; that is, good good,
very great love for America; and—ihen burst into tears.
After a
short time he asked me how long I would-be* willing to stay and teach
his Island.
I told him I wished to spend my life here and die here.
He then embraced me again and said "kacke o'ouoe Mahkooah oe oo^,
wihena o-ou Mahkooah oe; that is ( you, my son, I you father, my
wife you mother.)
I endeavored to tell him something about God,
but the subject was entirely new to him and he could understand but
little.
This afternoon brother W. and I took a walk in the valley
of Wimai (Waimea); found Cocoamuts, Bananas, Plantains, Tarro,
Potatoes, Oranges, and Lemons in abundance, and a few pine apples
and grapes.
The soil is of the best kind, and I doubt not would
yield excellent grain.
& atream of water passes thro' the valley
sufficient to furnish mill-seats of any description.
The place is
indeed delightful.
I have seen none at the windward
Isles that look­
ed so rich and promising. — - S. R.
Bth.
Spent the former part of the day in walking about 6 miles into the
country.
Visited many families which are indeed the abodes of ignor­
ance superstition and wickedness.
The inhabitants treated, me with
all the attention and hospitality which their limited circumstances
would afford, and even carried their generosity to excess; but oh
the darkness and ignorance in which they are shrouded!
It is enough
to draw tears from the. yyes of any friend of humanity, to enter one
of their dwellings and witness the vices to which they are abandoned.
No sooner is the stranger sdated upon the mat, than the husband as
a token of" -respect and kindness offers him his wife and the father
his daughter.
I have frequently told them, that, such conduct was
not good, and that there was a great God who saw all their actions
& was displeased with such things; but they will say all white men
before say it is good, but you are not like other white men. — What
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tions contained in the promisds of God; these to him are sweet and
refreshing.
Without them before him, he would soon faint and die;
but with them he may go to his work and cheerfully labour and toil
through life amidst all the depravity and degradation of heathen and
savages, remembering that God has pledged his word, that the heathen
shall be given to Christ and become lovers of righteousness. — S. R.

10 th.
This morning Tamoree sent for me, said his interpreter was going
away to be gone several days and he wished to say a few things to
me before he went. "I want to know, sygcs he, if you love Hoomehoome,
if you love me, if you like to stay here and learn my people." I
assured him, that I loved his son and him, wished to spend my life
in doing them good, and not knly I, but Mr. Whitney and all who came
*with us, wished the same. "Hoomehoome tell me so," says he; he then
shed tears freely, and said, "I love Hoomehoome, I love him very muah,
more than my other children.* I thought he was dead; I cry many
times because I think he was dead.
Some ..Captains tell he live in
A. but I not believe; I say no, he dead, he no more come back.
But
he live, he come again, my heart very glad.
I want my son to help
me, he speak English well and can do my business.
But he is young,
young men are sometimes wild they want advice.
I want you stay here
and help Hoomehoome, and when vessels come, you & Hoomehoome go on
board & trade, so I make you a Chief." I told him I wished not to
be a Chief neither could I do any of his public business, but was
willing to advise his son and assist him in every thing when it was.
consistent with the object for which we came to his Island. He ex­
pressed some surprise when I told him I wished not to be a Chief,
but when I explained to him what we wished to do, he appeared satis­
fied and pleased.
This afternoon the King sent to me and requested
that I should come and read to him in his Bible.
I read the first
Chap of Gen. and explained to him what I read as well as I could.
He listened with strict attention frdquently asking pertinent
questions and said "I can't understand it all, I want to know it.
You must learn my language fast, and then tell me all. No white
man before, ever read to me & talk like you". — S. R.
l4th.
Extremely warm to-day I feel languid and unfit for anything.. We
are greatly annoyed by fleas.
Some nights we can sleep none, they
are so numberous and troublesome.
They are the most disagreeable
insect found in these Islands, but the natives are fond of them,
both chiefs and people will spend hours in picking them off the
dogs and eating them, and there is generally a good supply. S. R.

16 th.
Visited the King, read to him in his. Bible. He expresses ah earn­
est desire to know all that is contained in the Bible saying fre­
quently I want to understand it; when you learn my language I shall
know it. He often says he wants Attooi to be like America.
To-day
he told me he would support all the mission family if they would
come to Attooi; that he would build as many schoolhouses as we wish­
*Tamoree has two other childrdn besides George, a daughter older
and a son younger.
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ed, and a large Meetinghouse, and have a sabbath day and have pray­
ers and singing. — It is reviving to my heart to go and converse
with the old gentleman and see his thirst for knowledge, and desire
that his people should be informed. —
Friday 26th.
Last night I returned from a visit to Poonah a village about 25 or
30 miles to the east of Wimai.
I set out on monday and walked;
brother W. came on Tuesday on horseback. Our principal object was
to explore the country but we also intend to shoot a wild bullock
if any should come in our way.
I was attended by 6 of the king's
men to carry my baggage and prepare my food and lodging, and 15 to
carry salt for the beef.
On my way I passed through the following
vallies most of which are pleasant and capable of high cultivation.
Hannahpapa
Widwah
Telehd a
LahWi
Tata'
Tooloo-oolah
Tooahlo
Toldah
Toloah
Walawdla

Pah^h
Pahah
Tepdo
Tepdo
Hietoo
Neooma'lloo
Ndhwillewille
Hannahmahodlo
Telooahnah
Wieroah

In each of these vallies is a considerable stream
and in most, grow great quanitites of sugar cane,
On Wednesday we succeeded to kill a large cow out
about 20 ; judged she had upwards of 100 weight of

of fresh water,
Bananas, Tarro &c. &c
of a herd of
tallow in her. —

29th.
Last,night we were kept awake by the cries of some women, who by
their excessive groans we supposed had lost a relative.
In the
morning brother W. and I determined to visit the place from whence
the noise proceeded, and on entering the house, such a spectacle
presented itself as I never before witnessed and as I cannot desscribe. A man, one of the Queens trusty favorites, had just expired.
Several females were seated around the dead body which lay naked on
a mat , rubbing and turning it about with their hands and -uttering
forth such horrid shrieks and groans, as must have shocked the most
hardened heart; and as another expression of their grief and. humil­
ity, covering their heads with old filthy mats and tappers.
The
King was not present
but theQueen was inconsolable; stamping with
her feet and crying with all the vehemence in her power. We tried
to tell them that it
was notgood to behave thus, but they paid no
attention to what we
said. We then visited the King, who appeared
rational and composed; said he loved that man very much.
He asked
me where the breath went to when he died.
I told him that God gave
him breath and took it away when he pleased,
I then endeavored to
explain to him something about God, the soui, & Heaven and Hell,
to which he listened attentively, & said this ugas all new to him. - S*
June 2nd.
For several days past the King and Queen have manifested a great
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say they will spend ten years.if they can learn to read well in
that time. Wherever they go they carry their books with them.
I
have seen them while bathing in the water stand with their books in
their hands repeating their lessons.
They have expressed fears that
we shall not return from Woahoo.
I want into their house this morn­
ing and found the Queen bathed in tears; and enquiring the cause
the interpreter said that Mr. Whitney had told, her yesterday that
we could not return, and neither she nor the King had rested any of
the night.
I told them they had misunderstood Mr. W. we did intend
to come as soon as possible.
So earnest are they for us to settle
with them and instruct them. -- S. R.
Capt. Quizley anchored here about 11 o-clock
news from our friends at the windward.
Good
our hearts as a draught of cold wqter to the
Lord is on our side and is doing wonders for
to be smoothed before us and we have nothing
work.
0 for wisdom humility'& faith. 0 for
Apostles and Martyrs, that we may endure all
of the cross. —

June 7 th.
this morning and brought
news refreshing to
thirsty.
Surely the
us. Our way appears
to do, but go to our
the spirit of the
things as good soldiers

Rat. 17 th.
.
The week past I .have spent principally in visiting the different
parts of Wimai; believe there is scarcely a house that I have not
entered and my friendly Aloha.
The more I visit and become acquaint­
ed with this people, the more I feel interested in them, and the more
I desire to spend my strength and life in endeavoring to secure to
them the eternal welfare of their souls.
I sometimes feel almost
impatient to know the language that I may explain to them the way of
life and salvation.
What' little I can say they will listen to with
the greatest attention, but their answer will be, "I want to know more,
by and by I shall understand". One said yesterday, "the God of
America is good but the Gods of Attooi are good for nothing;;we throw
them all away; by and by the American God will be the God of
Attooi".
The King appears more & more desirous for instruction;
complains that he cannot spend time enough with his book, but says
it is&time of unusual hurry at present, and he is soon to give hismind more thoroughly to it. He with his Queen and several ser­
vants are able to read in words of four letters. Neither of them
knew the alphabet when we arrived.
Says the King at one time when
I visited him, "Hoomehoome says you no tell lie like some white men,
now you must not tell lie when you go Woahoo, but you must come back
and live with me". The week past has been a busy time with the
natives.
The King's rent has been brought in from all parts of the
Island and from Onehow (Niihau) a small Island about 15 miles to
the westward.
It consisted of hogs, dogs, mats, tappers, feathers,
pearl fishlooks, calabashes and paddles.
This rent is to go to
Owhyhee (Hawaii) as a present to the young King.
It was interest­
ing to see the natives come, sometimes more than a hundred at a
time, with their loads on their backs and lay down their offerings
at the feet of their great and good Chief as they call him. When
will the time, arrive that they shall come and bow down to Jehovah,
and give themselves living sacrifices to Him who has purchased them
-with His blood.
I trust the day is at hand. —
S. R.
Sg,b. l%th.
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with my beloved friends in the worship of Jehovah, my soul would re­
ceive a feast of fat things but this privilege am not again to en­
joy. While I live I am to sojourn among heathens, a stranger and
foreigner.
And this I am willing to do, I heartily desire to do, if
I may be made useful to souls, and servicable to God.
Seven sab­
baths since I have enjoyed the stated ordinances of gospel.
Not an
individual on the Island except brother W. and myself, that regards
ih the least this holy day and the institutions of the Bable.
All
is confusion and wickedness as on other days; God is not known nor
feared. — - My dear friends you know not the privileges you enjoy,
you do not realize* how greatly you are distinguished above the poor
heathen.
You may read about the state of the heathen and in some
degree feel for them but before you visit them you can have no just
conception of their wretchedness and depravity.
Pray much for the
heathens dear friends, and pray much for Missionaries, that they
faint not nor be discouraged by the way, but hgve strength given
them to persevere in their work,.& faith to hold out to the end. —

19 th.
Have been packing up my things in order to return to Woahoo expect­
ing the King's schooner will sail in a day or two. The natives
are busily engaged in loading her with mats, tappers, &c.
Spent some
time with the King to-day and received several presents from the
Queen.
I had an Owhyhean (Hawaian) name given me immeidately after
landing have been called Neho-pahoo ( that is, foreteeth lost) until
to-day the King gave me the name Kaeke after himself before he be­
came King, and said I must no more be called Neho-pahoo. — S. R.
Attooi (Kauai) July 25 th.
We cannot close our journal without giving our dear mother a des­
cription of our present situation.
Though every event however min­
iate is amongst the secret purposes of Jehovah, yet to us as they oc­
cur, ard new and unexpected, and. we often are led to wonder why
things are thus. But the counsels of the Lord shall stand, and he
will do all his pleasures Bless the Lord 0 my soul.
This sudden
separation from the body of the little church united and set apart
for the benefit of the perishing heathen, is indeed to me very unex­
pected.
But the path of duty was so plain, and so the field so
inviting, that we could not conscientiously refuse the invitation.
Accordingly after prayerful deliveration, and consultation of the
brethren the important decision was made, that brother Whitney and
Mr. Ruggles should come to this place to erect the banner of Christ
on their heathen shores, and on the ruins of idolatry. We embark­
ed yesterday on board the Lavant, Capt. Carey from Boston, and after
a short seasick passage of about 24 hours we landed at Attooi.
The
King and Queen and their two sons, came on board to welcome our ar­
rival. Eoomhoome told us that his father had frequently enquired
what he thought with respect to our coming to live with him and ex­
pressed his apprehensions that we should not come, but purposed
to deceive him as other white people had done. He however made
every possible preparation, by procuring plaintains, Bananas, Cocoanuts, Melons, Oranges, and Pine Apples. We were invited to dine
with our friend George, who had dinner prepared, of an excellent
baked pag, beef, fowls, and vegetables.
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The Queen embraced me, seated me by her side on the mat and told
me I must call her mother.
She immediately sent her servants to
prepare a house for us.
They have furnished us with two bedsteads
in the native style, and mats and tappers in abundance.
In the
evening the King sent us 13 Bunches of Bananas and 10 Pine Apples.
Never before were our obligations of gratitude so great as they
now are.
Surely the King's heart is in the hands of the Lord, and
he turneth it whithersoever he will/ After offering on the altar
of praise our evening sacrifice we retired to rest relying on the
arm of Jehovah for safety and protection.- N. W. R.

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26th.
We have found another quiet resting place on pagan land guarded by
the great Shepard of Isreal, who neither slumbers nor sleeps.
The
natives continued to fetch us fruits until we told them we had enough.
Spent the morning in writing to friends, and in the afternoon walked
out with my companions on the banks of the river Wimai (Wairnea).
The natives appeared to have their curiosity much excited, with the
novelty of the scene, as we are the first white females who were
ever on the island. We called at the door of an aged woman who knew
not how to express her joy but by saying, "Aloha nooe roa nume oe
makooahaw".
That is, I love you very much, you must call me your
mother.
She gave us a number of oranges; we then returned to our
humble cottage and. resumed our pens, until we were interrupted by
a call from the King and Queen, with their numerous trains.
The King
is 46 years of age, and his wife about 25 . Be is very pleasant and
discovers a good degree of civility in his manners. He enquired
whether my parents were living and to whom I was writing.
I told
him I left a mother, and was writing to her to inform her of his
kindness to us. He appeared much please.d, and asked, me if I loved
her very much.
I informed, him that I did, and that it would do her
heart good to hear that the King and Queen had kindly offered to be
a father and mother to us.
They gave me the name of Matooah which
is the name of the King's mother.
They then requested us to sing a
few tunes, while Hoomehoome played on the bass viol. We view the
secret hand of our Heavenly Father with peculiar delight, and feel
constrained to walk with cautious steps before him, in the sight of
the heathen, lest we prove stumbling blocks, over which they shall
fg,ll into endless perdition.
Our dear mother now views her children
in a new and untried situation, without a minister of the gospel to
preach to them, or a physician to administer to their necessities
in the day of distress; a little number of defenseless objects, on
land shrouded in moral darkness, where the sun of righteousness is
scarcely risen.
I am sensible that the heart of maternal fondness
will now be moved with the liveliest sensations of affection and in­
terest, for the safety and welfare of her dear children.
But I think
if she knew how cheerful and contented we- are in our work, she would
rather rejoice than otherwise.
We. trust the Lord our God is with us
and requires us to be patient and. persevering in laboring for the
heathen, with the animating hope that he will ere long send us a faith­
ful servant, who will break for us the bread of life, and point these
wretched wanderers to the lamb of God which taketh away the sin of
the world.
N. W. R.

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July 29th.
This afternoon the King exhibited a scene of plays, gave us an invi­
tation, to which we did not readily comply; sent the second time,
accordingly we went, I don't know when I have had my mind more im­
pressed with the vanities of the heathen than I had in witnessing
this scene.
0 when will this untutored tribe, sit down at our
Immanuel's feet, and receive the benign influences of the Gospel. Nancy R.
Uuly 30th.
-Dearest of Mothers, instead of worshipping the Lord with his people,
in a temple consecrated to his service, your children have attempted
to appear before him and call upon his name this day for the first
time on this heathen Isle, In our little sanctuary made of cocoanut
leaves.
The royal family seated themselves on trunks and mats and
apparently listened to the word of life; while the common people
crowded around without our yard, and pulled away, the grass of which
the fence is made and presented their tawny countenances, anxious
to see and know what new thing the white people were performing.
But oh, how much more degraded their darkened, mands, than ever their
miserable appearance, how imperceptible to the truth as it is in
k" ^iJesus! We made use of Mr. Clark's sermon, entitled the Church safe.
'
The flock of Christ be scattered abroad in the earth, some of them as
sheep without a shepard yet; consoling thought, in due season they
will be gathered and there shall be one Fold, and one Shepard. - N.'R.
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August 4th. ( ^ 2 ^
' We expect the Levant will sail this evening, consequently our com­
munications must be carried on board this afternoon.
I have the
* pleasure to inform our dear friends on this last page of our journal,
of our continued prosperity and hopes of usefulness, but we cannot,
we dare not depend much upon present appearances.
Fix we on this
terrestial ball? when most secure, the- coming hour, if Thou see fit,
may blast them all. But we do take pleasure in speaking of the won- <
derful dealings of God to this people, and to us, as unworthy instru­
ments in his service.
The King and Queen sent six gown patterns to
be made, and present of pihe apples.
To-day the King has commenced
,— ^ a large building for a meeting, and schoolhouse, in his own yard.
It
is peculiarly pleasant to witness the interest this heathen king takes
in preparing the way for the spread of the gospel amongst his people.
..._ He says he will project all who come here for this purpose.
Though
the promise of man, especially of^heathen prroe is not a suffi­
cient warrant for me to engage in great an eirterprize; yet have not
the children of God His promise also, that He will supply all their
wants, and will withhold no real good thing from them. What more
can the Christians need for his security while labouring for Christ?
What more can he desire in life, or enjoy in the hour of death?
This unconnected journal we present to our ever dear Mother and. hope
she will thereby be comforted while thinking ofher far distant and
affectionate children.
Samuel and Nancy Ruggles.